| That doing the right thing doesnt make you happy I guess this is going to be different to the majority of the, "things i learnt....".
Occasionally i suffer from insomnioa and from bitter experience i know that the following day is going to be a tiresome day. Yesterday i was looking forward to going to Capernwray to get one stage closer to finishing my sports diver. Last night after a rather heavy pizza i retired to my bed as tired as a tired thing. Within 10 mins the pizza was refusing to digest and sat in my stomach like a lump of lead and i was more awake than you could imagine. This went on for most of the night and by about 5am i had decided that i had to cancel my diving (set off at 7).
Today, i have been like a bear with a fuzzy head, a thorn in the paw and a real low tolerance to idiots and fools. I really wish i was diving but i know that i'd be much less than 70%, my ability to deal with issues much reduced and i would effectivly be my own worst enemy underwater.
I know i made the right decision but i'm really really really peed off. |